I'm just thinking ...i want my past again. I don't want any worries again. I want to dream i want to believe again that my future is bright again.
Now i'm just a mediocre designer in big company where nobody knows what i'm doing here. My team doesn't want to use my skills and i know i can bring such a big change to this company but for them i'm a nobody that: "hi hi hi can you draw me a card because it's somebody's birthday ? "
I hate this girls this ignorant s this bitches. I want to put in value my skills not in some ordinary stupid thing. I want to escape from here ... i want to to bring my value to things. I love design i love to draw i love to make UI design, i just need a jump. Somebody that can believe in me.
I'm depressed ...